I've passed the point where cigarettes help
to ease the stinging pain
I've jumped the heartbreak hurdle once
and all over again
I've passed the point where alcohol
can't take away your stress
I've stopped the need to materialize
and wanting to impress
Because right now, Here I am
The real me you know
I've passed the point where pain is real
where love is just a fantasy
My life has crossed the final threshold
where nothing and everything
means nothing and everything
to me
I've just about given up on
everything you've said
the promises you emptied from the
echos in your head
Because right now, Here I am
The real me you know
Is always here, you know
written at 2:50 PM
Thoughtfully.
I've got my feet pointing to the ceiling.
Tired of pretending, and running around.
It's hard to tell you exactly how I'm feeling.
So come on, get up, get outside
We're going for a ride
to a place we've almost always never been to
Please follow me and hold the wheel
while I run my fingers through your hair one last time.
Take of your shoes and follow me.
I won't let go of your hand.
Together we'll go to a place far away
where we don't have to pretend.
So come on, get up, get outside
We're going for a ride
to a place we've almost always never been to
deep inside your heart.
Please listen to me and close your eyes
While I run my fingers through your hair one last time.
one last time.
One last time
I'll hold your hand
I'll kiss your lips
I'll tell you oh how much I love you
and we don't have to pretend
That we're running away, this time,
We're going for a ride
to a place we've almost always never been before
Just stay with me forever more
while I run my fingers through your hair
one last time.
written at 11:15 AM
hm
written at 2:34 PM