Is anyone there?
Can you hear my quiet prayer,
wishing you'd be somewhere there
Can you hear my gentle wish
praying you'll be hearing this <3
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Oh, but you're so vain
you probably think this song is about you.
written at 3:11 PM
I'm gonna find myself someday.
Cause I'm tired of looking for it today.
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kick the dust undert the carpet first;
leave it on the floor for now, baby cause
I'm too tired to look for your love today.
close the cupboard doors for now;
don't touch it first, baby cause
I'm too tired to feel your love today.
Baby, can you hear me?
can you hear what you used to say to me,
and all that you promised?
Can you come tell it to me all over again
cause I can't remember the sweet taste of your voice in my heart.
push it behind the other photoframes;
don't take a look at it now, baby cause
You're too far away for me to feel your love today.
written at 8:04 AM
Where, where are the stars?
The one that we used to call ours
Can't imagine it now
We used to laugh 'til we fell down.
The secrets we had, are now in the past
From something to nothing, tell me,
How did we lose our way?
It's hard to remember
All that we shared
Now we both have separate lives
From lovers to strangers, now alone
There's no one catching my fall
No one to hear my call
It's like I never loved you at all.
Now you're so far away
And I see our star is fading
One too many times
Guess it just got tired of waiting round.
The nights that we thought, if these walls could talk
From something to nothing, tell me,
How did we lose our way?
It's hard to remember
All that we shared
Now we both have separate lives
From lovers to strangers, now alone
There's no one catching my fall
No one to hear my call
It's like I never loved you at all.
So now does (s)he give you love
Is it only me now that's thinking of what we had and what we were
Or did you ever care?
Baby, was I ever there?
written at 2:52 PM
It's just one of those evenings, I guess,
where I wanna just leave all this mess behind and climb up a big big tree and just watch the stars.
I'll bring a nice big fluffy blanky with Ben and Jerry, and wear a nice fuzzy sweater.
and a telescope.
and rainbow cookies.
yea, if only there was a tree to climb.
written at 3:28 PM
painful reminisce.
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Yes, I could tell you his favourite colour's green
He loves to argue, oh and it kills me
His sister's beautiful, He has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I loved him,
I'd lie.
written at 3:01 PM
my memory is cruel.
cause i can't forget all the times, all the words, all the ways you made me feel like I was a star in the night sky.
It's killing me, so just kill me. Please.
written at 4:07 PM
comforted.
sweet wrappers fall out of the sky
I'm in my jacket again, and you knew I'd be
cold in the sun.
as always.
today i sat in a hole in the wall
and watch the moon, cause it
reminds me of you, yea
in a painful sort of way.
cause I kept praying I'd see you
and you'd meet me on the last train home.
before, when other's saw it, oh
I'd say, hey that's for me, yea.
you see that? That's to me, yea.
it felt good.
but the climax has died out and
how I long for them again.
the wind's starting to pick up
every piece of me.
you ask me where I've fallen.
no, not in love, definitely.
written at 6:31 AM
